Posted by
ScarletLovesRufio
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8/27/09
8:42 PM
ive never been good with sympathy, whenever i saw a person cry over something petty such as breaking up with a boyfriend or some other dumb stuff, i would tell them to grow a pair and get over it, life goes on. but lately , so many deaths have been happening and i cant help but wonder if its okay for another person to mourn for their beloved. and when they are mourning, what the hell am i suppose to do. i know it sounds pretty selfish, but seriously, how are you suppose to show the person you care without being a giant cliche? honeslty, i dont think any of my friends or family should ever hurt, and i would instantly take all their pain away, in my own sick way, i think pain is something i deal with pretty well, almost even like? but the fact of the matter is, i cant do that, so now what? for me, its not enough to sit there, and tell them that "everything is going to be alright" because, i dont know that for a fact. i want to tell them something thats 100% true, something thats so reassuring that theyll get out of their slump. but once again, thats not happening so now what?
ON A DIFFERENT NOTE
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Posted by
ScarletLovesRufio
,
8/26/09
8:36 PM
tragedy usually brings out the best and worst in people.
i dont really know why but the most recent tragedy, has been affecting me alot more that it should. ususally im prone to any feelings of sadness, when it comes to death, but this incident is just hitting way close to home, and i dont know why. I mean i talked to her a few times, with random conversations, and eating korean barbeque on winter formal, but other than that, i just knew her as the one of the 3 skinny girls, that love to party. it breaks my heart to see how the people around her are hurting so badly for her, and how they would do anything to see her again. but what weird my out the most is the fact that the accident brought everyone that was involved REALLLY close. i honestly thought that there would be anger and resentment towards each other but if anything its the complete opposite. in my life time i thought that sex and the city and FRIENDS had real friends, but any notion of that in my head was compeltly erased after seeing all this. i guess this is what real friendship is. and quite hoenstly, im really jealous.
OKAY everyone is saying "God has a plan, God will make everything okay" and its pretty mind boggling. If i were one of the 3 people most effected, i would be raging at God and asking why this was happening to me. The way people are putting their trust in God is just simply amazing, i would be so angry and bitter towards him if anything remotely similar happened to me. this incident is just putting this life into perspective and helping me believe that there is hope for the human race. thank you jessika
