A force to be reckon with

Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 10/26/09 7:37 PM




Being tragic is the newest trend. A corrupted mind is praised, your most inner fears are brought to life to instill fear in others. being sad is the new happy. i dont know how i feel about this, at all. am i still apart of the trend if i was originally as morbidly depressing as i was when i was a child? well i guess that'll just make me trendy right?


on another note,
i was thinking of posting some of my art work up like many other artists do, but i don't know how i feel about being that vulnerable and letting other judge my inner most feelings? some of my art work isn't even that personal, but when it comes to my art work, i get defensive, judge me and my style or my personality all you want but target my art work and i will get offended and probably tear you apart. quite honestly i hate people that insist on being snobby with their artwork when they can paint or doing anything to save their life. i would suggest they shut up and get your piece of shit you call your art and shove it up where the sun don't shine. another thing that pisses me off is the stupid people that go to my art studio and insist on taking up the teachers time when their only doing art work to strengthen their college admission. they have no intention of actually majoring art, they just suck up all their time, and waste the time of the serious art students that are there for a reason. a legitimate reason. i hope that ever second they waste for someone else haunts them later on.

that made me feel alot better. now im off to... well art. yeah thats pretty much my life. legitamtely hahahahahhaha

kim

u2

Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 10/25/09 10:56 PM

thank God for the live stream of U2. epic epic epic

i love my grandma, and the way she crochets me cardigans and slippers <3

Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 10/24/09 11:10 PM







Excuse my ugly face. so, on the new moon festival day, i went over to my grandmas and saw that she crocheted the most awesome cardigan ever and asked her to teach my how to make one. she thought that it would be difficult to translate what she was saying so she told me that she would make me on and BAM she did. this cardigan is made with the best kinda of love there is, grandma love, and the slippers are insanely comfortable and she made me 3 pairs, it will most def be on my feet for the rest of the winter. i love my grandma like no other, when i think of her, she makes me happy. :) talk shit about my grandma, I DARE YOU. she is my only inner peice right now.

theres a war inside of me...

Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 10/19/09 7:52 PM

fashion consumes me like no other
- i was thinking of taking pictures of my outfit like other fashion bloggers do, but i realized that i dont have any fans so its useless. LOL





Urban Decay <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 10/17/09 12:35 PM

i cant help but obsess over these items
Flavored Body Powder - Honey$26 body shimmer, smells and tastes like honey! kinky much

Trifecta tri fecta 11$ sample of everything i want? yeahh

24/7 Super Stash 36$ so many colors. soo many colors. <319$ undressing guys with a flick of a wrist with an awesome lip gloss? yeah cant go wrong.

16$ its so gloden, i want it ,i want it now.

guilty by assosiation

Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 10/13/09 8:21 PM

got suspended for 5 days, honestly i thought alcohol would be the last thing in the world i would be suspended for. i prided myself in being the one that didnt drink. it was easier for me to reject it then to consume it, but recently, bad friends influenced me too much, and made me put my morals aside and thats where i messed up. the funny thing is that if i lied most of this couldve been avoided. hours go by, and i just think about what couldve been if i did that or said that. but sadly, none of that makes a difference. i shouldve stayed away. we should have walked away but we didnt so now were incredibly screwed. and i dont even know what to do anymore. i am not proud at all, so dont assume. i am pretty ashamed and i feel like the biggest ass in the world for letting my mom down. so dont think im proud of what went down. i laugh because its the only way i know how to get through things. so if im laughing, its not cus im happy or cocky about anything, its cus im on the verge of losing my sanity and hopeing that laughing will help me get through my stupid mistakes. so a word of advice, for all those of you that are partying it up. stop. and save it for college.

louboutin, beyondddd

Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 9/6/09 6:11 PM


these shoes are pretty awesome, but these.....

but THESE , in the words of Rachel Zoe are to "die for"
this shoe is so expensive that they dont have the pricing for it. burn
when oh when will h&m or f21 or topshop make knock offs of these?