Blah blah blah,
the weather is just so lovely....
just lovely,
wheres a kite when you need one.
i will welcome the wind and the clouds with open arms
then scowl when it actually starts to rain
sigh what a day, what a life
Merely a doodle
I love how the shape is so organic..
Fvaux
Fairy tale
Riding organically
I think i willl
Youre shadows going down the drain
Future tattoo perhaps?
David Medina in STOP MOVING
Graffiti Phase GIVE ME SOME ANSWERS
Humming bird turning into a fish and a beetle juice!
It's the angle of the camera =/
Hand Motions
mesh mesh mesh
My soon to be brush!
Boobies boobies i love boobies
Dress i never finsihed making and L.L. <3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhNSMQOmg3WvVK7JiFlF7xcWVSG40GTM6VOWyq1rXc90ltfuNXuJ8mhak2xmAcbdVBdPW0S5d0NLqVvxLzFonYOcBfEldd3foUdt1SIqr4cnbvebekP2NQj2iyUC9ff4WcJg-Jt96JzRhIx/s1600-h/2010-03-06+21.35.35.jpg">
Travis McCoy and Katy Perry Keesssinng!
Dear mother,
you cry every time you think about how much im hurting, and it breaks my heart. don't you know that it's a little too late? You're intentions are clear and humble, but it won't change a thing, mommy dearest, it won't change a thing.
On a side note, I've been busy busy busy
I need to catch up on school work
Finish sketches for Chrystle Vitas dresses
Make an Album Cover for Phantom Thrett (go check out his stuff)
Sort out all the knooks and crannies in my head
And decide whether I what i want to do on my panel
either lady gaga and words next to her saying "this is what freedom is"
or a death god wearing me as a neclace made out of chains
decisions decisons help would be nice to those who actually read this blog ? :)
eines Tages zu einer Zeit
يوم واحد في وقت واحد
un jour à un moment
un día de cada vez
(3 wolves shirt made into a dress, leather jacket, black leggings, peacock earrings)
today im going to go purcahse or make a dream catcher, it's the only thing i haven't tried to calm these chaotic dreams of mine, then im going to brea with eric san, and then i dont quite know whats in store for me! but this is what i will be wearing throughout the day
Wrote this in the Looney bin
oh how fast things change....
You. Me. Us. Cigarettes. Vitamins
This everlasting time that consumes us
ever fiber of our being dances to the drums of the goddess of chaos
Nun is proud.
the chaos is inside of us
chaos chaos chaos
finding comfort in this beautiful chaos
it's become my stability
the stability that I've been yearning for
that stability that I am living for
But excuse me for letting anxiety and fear creep into our heaven
simply because I don't want to lose this
i dont want to lose us
i know your feelings for e only go as far as lust
but you are what i'm looking for
If being your lust is all that i am, then be it
Maybe once the real world spits me out into its cruel grasp
my perspective will change
but for right now you're all i need.
so until then i'll dance to the drums of Chaos
today i came back from a 5 day from the looney bin, the funny farm
with tons of medication i twirled around the halls like
a little girl with absolutely no worries, every minute merging into the other
the walls of safety gaurding me like a military force on red alert
i was okay. I had people, my kind of people to soothe the chaos that lives in all of us
we talked with people that knew better, and talked with people that didnt know better
we ate shit food, but we bonded. Everyone is so beautiful
Michelle (mimi)
Norma
Matt
Stephanie
Amber
Gilbert
i for get your name
Katie (lady bug)
Eddie (murse)
Akem (murse that looks like Pharell)
Ralph (silly silly murse)
and most of all My Cameron (bubbles)
with so any patio breaks and "vitamins"
i learned about my self and other and maybe
just maybe i'm getting better
but i still want to die.
