Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 7/14/10 12:33 PM






It's an insane feeling going in and out of reality, like moments when you're in a COMPLETE daze and your thoughts are taking you on a journey and suddenly you snap out of it and you wonder to yourself, where am i, and where did all that time go. just insane, and when you're going to sleep, and you have music playing in the background and you're aware of it but you're not. do you get what i'm saying or do i just sound plain crazy?

Do you realize

Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 7/12/10 11:10 PM






I like to watch fat and ugly people, i especially like stalking them
and to figure out what fuels them to be fat and ugly, it's weird i know
but it helps me understand myself better
i had a crazy epiphany while guarding amazon adventures
I won't allow myself to fall in love until i become perfect
because who would love me if i'm flawed?
insane

Let's have a look

Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 7/10/10 1:18 PM

(Balenciaga, Marc by Marc Jacobs, Jacobs by Marc Jacobs for Marc by Marc Jacob, Marc Jacobs, Louis Vuitton, Betseyville, Betseyville, Hermes, Christian Dior, Coach)
theses are only my brand name purses, i love a few, the others i can part with..

(from left to right, target, urban outfitters, Steve Madden, Forever 21, Candy) I only really wear the forever and candy, the Steve Madden are seriously uncomfortable but there to sexy to part with.
(L to R, Dr. Martens [Got them for 20$ on ebay :)] Vans, Mocasins from somewhere, Urban Outfitters) I love my Dr. Martens and my Urban shoes the most.
(We who see booties, random flats, H&m)
(Steve madden, Jeffery Campbell, Steve Madden)
These are most of my shoes, i love most of them and i probably wouldn't sell any one of them, i have a weird attachment to my shoes, i can't even throw away the ones i don't wear anymore. it's weird.. So i want to sell some of my things but i don't know where i would sell them, It's mostly clothe and purses, help anyone? I know if i put it on sale on this thing, nothing would sell, because i don't have many readers... so Suggestions please? and please no Ebay, or craigs list... hello? is anyone there

HOUSING DORMMMMMMMM

Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 7/6/10 10:56 PM



What my dorm consists of!


Private kitchenette (9-cubic-foot refrigerator, built-in microwave, 2-burner stove, cabinet space, and sink)
Private bathroom
Cable Box with Remote
Drafting table(s)
Desk chair(s)
Individual voice mail, phone lines, and internet connection
Heating and cooling unit
Window blinds
Closet space with closet organizer
Beds on the floor will be extra-long twins; lofted beds will have double-sized mattresses

perks of going to a private school, did you see the PRIVATE RESTROOMS!!?!?!?!

they say

Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 7/5/10 12:18 PM


I really need a fucking cigarette

Jack!

Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 7/4/10 10:06 PM






Last night was a blast, clubbing at level 3
dancing the night away with random strangers
meeting up with cute boys talking about audiotistic
then angry phone calls ruined the night
apparently i'm grounded now and i don't know when that will be up
I still need to tell mother dearest about audiotistic

and the bad luck streak continues
i think i'm about to be dumped
i really care/d about the guy but
i can't keep anything alive for too long
death will find us all, death will find us all

hey girl hey

Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 7/2/10 10:13 PM






FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
Middle finger to the world.
Goodbye Derek Cortez, be safe in the army <3
I'm suppose to be at his going away party
but my mother won't let me out
i had this whole rant typed out but it dissapeared -_-