Recently, I've been ending a lot of relationships and I think it's for the better.
It's kind of like sorting out my closet, throwing out all the trendy shit that I can't keep for long and just keeping the staple items that I will have for a long time. Same goes with friends. I'm done with relationships/ friendships/ intimate ties that don't have substance. I use to be able to be satisfied with temporary and fleeting relationships but now, I just want stability. Ever since my last episode and the doubling of my medication.. something has changed inside me. It's not the same anymore. I'm different. The way I think, the way I act. Reasoning is slowly taking over my thought process, which is weird, because I usually act on my emotions and think about the consequences afterwards. The Devil and God are raging inside me. word.
"Each morning when I awake, I experience again a supreme pleasure- that of being Salvador Dali"
"Take me, I am the drug; Take me, I am hallucinogenic"
"What is a television apparatus to man, who has only to shut his eyes to see the most inaccessible regions of the seen and the never seen, who has only to imagine in order to pierce through walls and case all the planetary Baghdads of his dream to rise from the dust"
"Have no fear of perfection- you'll never reach it"
"I dont do drugs. I am drugs"
"Mistakes are almost always of a sacred nature. Never try to correct the. On the Contrary: rationalize them thoroughly. After that, it will be possible for you to sublimate them"
