Rave
Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 6/28/10 11:41 PM
Okay, so i have a confession.
i want to experience a rave and this is what i want to wear
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booger
Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 6/27/10 9:28 PM
lets hope these suicidal tendencies start to go away
or i just might lose
my
mind
Gaga day
Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 6/24/10 10:32 PM
i am sick of hearing about love
i am sick of watching people fall in love
I am sick of the thought of love.
love, if you ever see me, don't bother making your way to me
because i won't let you in
i refuse to be vulnerable
i refuse to have someone be my everything
anyway
today was a gaga day, reading her ever so inspiring article in the rolling stone
hours of watching interview of her on youtube
and drawing her
i just admire lady gaga so much, i love that she doesn't let me see her human side and i just love what she stands for.
failure
Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 6/22/10 9:10 PM
reminiscing about the past, I've come to the conclusion that I am a failure.
Failure to keep promises to myself and others, failure to accomplish anything worthwhile
now that i'm stable, i don't have any fire in me, everything is calm and steady in my mind,
the chaos and confusion all lost in a memory
therefore there is nothing that drives me to be better, to survive
I didn't get into the college i wanted, i ended up with not even a back up plan
just a college i applied to because i accidentally walked into their room at portfolio day
the thought of attending SAIC never even crossed my mind until I fucked up my chances at MICA and RISD.
I am a failure as a daughter, only bringing financial problems and heart ache to my parents
a genuine fuck up. I never intended to bring anyone down on my account, but just the fact that i'm here is draining all the energy and love away from the people around me
I am a failure, because the memory of me is so fleeting, so i will never make a mark in this world
When i'm in front of you i'll be your everything, I'll occupy so much of your mind capacity you'd swear you're in love with me. but the moment i leave, all the memories we've had will go with me, and i'll just be another "what was her name." i'll never be the one that's on your mind, i'll never be the one worth fighting for. I'll forever more, only be the girl that you stumbled upon and not the girl you were looking for. my thoughts are so jumbled in this post, in that way, i'm a failure too. i can't even simply communicate my feelings and thoughts in an orderly manner because i fail, i fail, i fail.
Sorry
Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 6/21/10 7:34 PM
so recap of my weekend/week
Friday- worked at raging waters and saw too many boobs i didn't want to see, made a booty call and got what i needed, yeahhh buddyyy
Saturday- Worked again, and was exhausted but went to Steph King's grad party and went to a party afterward in Hacienda and met british black and white boys and danced with Matt avelar and that got a tad bit raunchy but then again thats the way i like it :) and met kelly and allie and took them home
Sunday- worked and celebrated father's day with the family, oh how i love my family :) i love my grandparents they make me laugh and feel lovedddddd
Monday- Got worked like a mule, didn't sit for 7 hours and my eyes are burning and my feet are hella tired. i need some rest, but i'm off to the guppy house
apologies for the lack of posts, i'll start again, and start posting actually posts and pictures. give it some time
stolen!
Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 6/17/10 4:08 PM
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 —Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
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