How would it feel to be liberated
Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 2/14/10 3:55 PM
No apologies for the lack of posts, especially to the trolls that are set to bring me down
as of right now, i am fueled by self medication and caffeine
my hands shaking uncontrollably, i feel like a crack baby
desperately trying to get my shit done for art college
and even more desperately, trying to make my parents proud
my brain working it's self to a complete overload
oh i'm going to sleep well tonight.
This is all very new to me,
talking, not flirting or seducing, just talking
he, is a blank canvas. untouched, pure as a a brides wedding gown.
so here i am, second guessing and over analyzing whenever he doesn't text back within the hour
questioning why and how i've become so straight forward
and debating whether i should bring it down a notch
is this change for the better or worse, something i won't know till it's over
It's freezing in starbucks,
and im enjoying it, making me concentrate MAKING ME CONCENTRATE
i need to calm down and finish everything. I hope RISD will make an exception for being a day late
I mean, the postal service is closed! i should have thought this through
oh crystal, oh crystal.
oh yeah, happy chinese new year and singles awareness day
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