calm the fuck down
Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 2/11/11 4:19 PM
iv'e never been the type to say something i don't mean. I usually chose my words carefully and let them express how i'm feeling, but i certainly don't have a way with words. If anything i feel like words cripple me and hinder my way of communicating with people. if i could i would draw the way i feel and let my drawings tell my story. too bad the whole world isn't a blank canvas, what a shame. anyway, lately iv'e been using my lack of skill with words to say stupid ass thing and therefore have been regretting a lot of things, and what's unusual is that i don't regret things easily. i feel like a retard with words spewing out of my mouth, unable to catch them and causing mahem with one single word or words. i just need time to think and recuperate. i've been saying that i'm ready for a relationship, but i think that i'm way to immature to venture into something so serious. i have some growing up to do.
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