the one that got away
Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 1/30/10 7:27 PM
i wonder if i dont put any picures in this post
will anyone actual read what i have to say?...
in a fetal position, i write to thee
in immense pain, as if my stomach was put into a blender
blend, puree
reminding myself that pain is temporary
at least physical ones are
a pathetic excuse of who you were
the past that your'e desperately trying to escape
but it clings onto you and weighs you down
a costant reminder of who you want to be
to go to the past when everything was alright
it was simple, it was safe. it was real
I was the one that brought you happiness
the butterfies in your stomach
that someone that you knew was thinking about you
when you were alone at night
i was there for you always, no jugement passed
because i understood you, i knew you inside and out
years since our end
and ive moved on, discovering who i can be without you
but for you, im lingering in the back of your head
you, desperately trying to find out what i'm about now
but i wont have it, and i love that i wasn't the only one hurt too.
I read it. I read it, and then puked on my lap.