Crystal Meth Kim: May 2010

we are al expendible

Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 5/30/10 11:04 PM

these past days have been so hectic,
but i have to say i have accomplished alot

ACCOMPLISHMENTS

certified life guard
certified raging waters life guard

and today i got to know a friend and i hope that God protects him in the army, he is a genuinely an awesome guy

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drink up nigga!

Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 5/26/10 10:05 PM

I am buzzed at the moment
happy birthday dear neighbor
it's been good

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I need

Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 5/24/10 8:13 PM

I need to start working so i can get paid and shop and look as fabulous as this

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whats up california!?

Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 5/23/10 4:32 PM

So my weekend has been filled with life guard training, and now after 15 hours of training, i can officially say, i am certified to save your life!

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Today i stumbled up two amazingly gorgeous Asian girls, YES I KNOW ASIAN, and they are so inspiring, there fantastic, and brace your self, i found a girl that has somewhat of the same body type as i do. Yes! she has hips, and thighs and boobs, i was flabberghasted non the less, I am in love with her, Go check her out, In the mean time, I've been in life gaurd training for 14 hours in total, and i'm actually not that tired, hopefully i can muster up the balls to ride drop out and finally get a job for the summer. wish me luck..

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Can I have this chance? to be youre little romance

Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 5/20/10 9:30 PM

I swear if I don't start feeling better
I will kill myself.

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look at yours rrrrrr

Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 5/19/10 9:38 PM

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I feel like dying

Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 5/18/10 9:07 PM

Only when the drugs are done, I feel like dying.
wise words of little wayne
Iv'e been so drained this week
maybe it's the dreary weather
or maybe it's just my body telling me to take it easy
either way, tonight I will be sleeping earlier
Or maybe iv'e been so tired because of these
shitty dreams I've been having,
i have too much anxiety pent up in me

I need a release

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Craving Art

Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 5/16/10 9:16 PM

(i did not paint this... obviously....)

I haven't had the urge to draw in such a long time,
so when I worked on an art piece for 6 hours today,
I was quite proud of myself. Granted it didn't turn out the way i wanted it to
but it looks kind of decent So yeah... i still stink at painting but i'm working on it!

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Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 5/13/10 9:55 PM

My mother dearest is pissing me off like no other.

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I MUST HAVE

Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 5/10/10 8:54 PM

If i could get my hands on these babies, i will know that the world is a good place.
110$? So worth it, tomorrow you can bet your ass that i'll be at the gap

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PREACH

Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 5/8/10 10:45 PM

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oh baby babayyy

Posted by ScarletLovesRufio 9:24 PM

I want to play ;)

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I want to explode!

Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 5/6/10 7:34 PM

I want to explode into a million pieces right now. i feel so anxious and insecure i want to tell the whole world to love me because i'm afraid of being alone. I want to run in a feild of grass, barefoot and yell at the top of my lungs that i don't want to be afraid of love anymore. I want to be free from all the horrors of the world, i want to be enveloped in love and good company, i want to feel beautful naked, and i want someone to see me as beautiful at my worst,because then they can go bannans when i'm at my best! I want to fall asleep talking to someone that loves me underneath the bright stars and moonlight. I want to be noticed, all eyes on me. I will be the best at what i do, and i will kick everyones ass in the process, once i hit college nothing is going to hold me down, so to the world, i say be fucking prepared, i will prevail, and you won't keep me down anymore.... but that's not till college