lone wolf

Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 3/24/11 11:48 PM


hello world,
a boy would be nice right about now
so i dont feel so lonely right now.
okay thanks
bye

Posted by ScarletLovesRufio 2:23 AM

name all the things you dont like about me
HHAHAHA
for real?
for reals, reality check
time
you're hella selfish
everyones story doesnt seem to matter to you
its all about you you you
i tell you about my life lessons
it just flies over your head
kind of like, "whatever"
but i went through the pain
many times
each one was more worst than the last
but you act as if i didnt even go through it
because you take pills and have appointments, you're the real fucked up one
thats it
i dont understand why you're depressed
thats what i dont like
feels like an act
attention whore kind of shit
hmm
especially since you typed that shit about getting a knife to cut your wrist
like really? if you were really fucked up and hate life, people just do it
dont even leave a trace
they dont even tell anyone
the just do it
i guess i just find it annoying cause i see nothing you should be depressed about
going to school for what you want, well off family, you live on your own
shit that people want but cant afford
you're living the dream, crystal
i know
you never told me WHY you're depressed
speaking of depression, my dad checked himself in
because he was feeling depressed
you never got close enough to me
he's an iraqi freedom vet by the way
so he got that vietnam nightmare shit going on
damn thats rough
so thats why it annoys me that YOU'RE depressed
because i dont see why
i can see why for my dad
and he doesnt even tell me shit like you do, like wanting to hurt himself
he just says he's going to the hospital
but ya, i cant rant about this over and over
you get the point

hey

Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 3/22/11 10:15 PM

What are we doing
Could you see through me
And you say Nicki
And I say who me
And you say no you
And I say screw you
Then you start dressing,

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/right-through-me-lyrics-nicki-minaj.html ]

And you start leaving
And I start crying
And I start screaming
The heavy breathing,
But what's the reason
Always get the reaction you wanted
I'm actually fronting
I'm asking you something
Yo, answer this question
Class is in session
Tired of letting
Passive aggression
Control my mind
Capture my soul
Okay you're right
Just let it go
Okay you got it
It's in the can
Before I played it
You knew my hand
You could turn a free
Throw to a goal

done

Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 3/3/11 12:19 AM

i'm done waisting my feelings on you

a little bit

Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 3/1/11 11:52 PM

Hands down Im too proud for love
but with eyes shut its you im thinkinq of
but how we move from A to B it cant be up to me
cuz you dont know who i was before you
and basically to see a change in me i'd be losinq
so i just iqnore you yeah ooooh
but your on my mind, my mind, my mind, my mind, my mind oohhh
and maybe in time,in time, in time i'll tell you ima


a litle bit, a little bit, a little bit in love with you
i guess that Ima little bit, a little bit, a little bit in love with you!

i know you told me break their hearts
but its you i wanna take apart
and i would never ever be the first to say it
but still i they know i-i,i,i

I would do it
push a button
pull a triqqer
climb a mountain
jump off a cliff cuz your my baby
i love you- love you just a little bit

I would do it
you would say it
you would mean it
we could do it
it was you and I, not only I,I


i think ima a little bit- little bit
a little bit in love with you
but only if you're a little bit- little bit
a little bit in la la la la love with me!

I hope they never find out
what they already know,know,know
as soon as its official we'll have to let it go,go,go
so we dont confirm the flinq
keep avoidinq all the questions
yu can teach me many things
im just scared to learn a lesson

the pressures on both hearts beat like a metronome
both in sync like a justin song feels so right but its just soo wronq
i wonda what my world bout when niqqas that i know tryna take my qirl out
and her friends say i aint the one to go for
she just jeaouls cuz you always get approached more
oh well tell her fall back
caught up in some more shit tell her call back
tell her get a man that aint cheatinq on her ass with a girl that i know
yeah tell her all that- that
and as for you i think i know your the one
the closest ive come im privately a..

a little bit-a little bit- a little bit in love with you
i guess that im a little bit- a little bit
a little bit in love with you

new hair

Posted by ScarletLovesRufio 3:44 PM