Posted by
ScarletLovesRufio
,
9/1/11
9:39 PM
You had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out
How to love
How to love
You had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever
Now you in the corner tryna put it together
How to love
How to love
For a second you were here
Why you over there?
Its hard not to stare, the way you moving your body
Like you never had a love
Never had a love
When you was just a young’un you’re looks but so precious
But now your grown up
So fly its like a blessing but you can’t have a man look at you for 5 seconds
Without you being insecure
You never credit yourself so when you got older
It’s seems like you came back 10 times over
Now you’re sitting here in this damn corner
Looking through all your thoughts and looking over your shoulder
For a second you were here
Why you over there?
Its hard not to stare the way you moving your body
Like you never had a love
Had a love
You had a lot of dreams that transform to visions
The fact that you saw the world affected all your decisions
But it wasn’t your fault
Wasn’t in your intentions
You the one here talking to me
You don’t wanna listen
But I admire your poppin bottles and dippin’
Just as much as you admire bartending and stripping
Baby, so don’t be mad
Nobody else trippin
You see a lot of crooks and the crooks still crook
Oooh,
See I just want you to know
That you deserve the best
You’re beautiful
You’re beautiful
Yeah
And I want you to know, you’re far from the usual
Far from the usual
You see you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out
How to love
How to love
Posted by
ScarletLovesRufio
,
8/22/11
4:14 AM
mommy and daddy,
i honestly could write this letter out of spite and anger but i don't want my last words to you to be out of hate because i honestly have more love for you than anything else. i must say that you guys have messed me up so badly that i couldn't even function in society, but i learned to hide my true self and be what they want me to be. you guys never accepted me for me and it honestly killed me every single day. the worst thing for a child, in my opinion, is not having the approval of their parents and not making their parents proud. i wanted nothing more in my whole entire life than for you guys to look at who i truly and and be proud. my piercings, tattoos, weird hair color and all. it just killed me that you couldn't look past all the superficial qualities that i possessed and see everything i accomplished. dont get me wrong, you guys provided me with everything single thing i needed except for emotional support.
Posted by
ScarletLovesRufio
3:56 AM
Posted by
ScarletLovesRufio
2:09 AM
when youre feeling really suicidal again?
i don't know but im scared.
Posted by
ScarletLovesRufio
,
7/5/11
10:22 AM
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Posted by
ScarletLovesRufio
,
6/28/11
11:12 PM
writing my feelings down means dealing with them
honestly, im too tired and uninspired to write them down
so i won't, just know that im hurting but im so numb i can't feel it.
Posted by
ScarletLovesRufio
,
6/23/11
1:32 PM
