im having trouble breathing
Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 2/23/10 7:26 PM
I know my legs aren't exactly sexy, neither is my whole body
but i want to start to document my outfits. I'm going to try it out
(jacket- thrifted Dress- Rodarte for Target Socks- Korea Shoes- Urban Outfitters)
why would you tell her?
don't you understand that i would do anything to see her happy
she is fragile.
i thought it was a doctor patient confidentiality
SHES FRAGILE
shes going to think its her fault,
it's not her fault, it's not her fault
can't you see mother dearest that i am twisted in so many ways
and it's not your fault.
I love seeing people happy,
You, my friends, my family.
But the fact of the matter is,
when I start to share the dark secrets growing in my head
they get sad, because they care. you care so much
so i can't let you be sad, i can't let them care.
cus i love them so much, i love you so much
so in order for you to be happy, i must leave.
I need to leave. My chest is heavy
and my mind is calm. my heart severely broken
the fact of the matter is that you can stuff me with pills
and your lovely biased thoughts
and i'll accept them
but i'm so sick inside, im so sick inside
mommy if you say theres a God,
and that he loves me so
why do I feel like his last cigarette
constantly being put down and burnt away
don't get me wrong, sometimes im happy.
i look up at the stars and i know that this is how im suppose to feel.
here it comes. here it comes. here it comes. here it comes. here it comes.
it's all going to be okay, have faith little one have faith
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