I cant keep up!

Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 3/26/10 5:39 PM




(jakandkil and lookbook)
I have pictures of my out fits this week but i don't wanna upload them
im running on caffeine right now; my body exhausted and my mind just running


We enter and leave the world alone.
Its out of our power
So the time we have on earth is so precious
So the desperation to find someone to be with is prominent
and in our faces everyday

I guess the people that realize that are the ones who try the hardest
Those are the ones that always need to be with somebody
Does death scare them so much that they need someones company
that every moment alone makes them face the reality that in the end
we. will. be. alone

so my point is. we will ultimately be alone.
so find someone that matters to you.
someone that brings out the best in you.
the one you don't ever have to impress
and the one that tells you your thighs are fucking sexy
even though you think they look like logs

on another note
i'm having major body issues
eating less in hopes that my body will start eating away at my fat
exercising everyday is really exhausting especially when i dont eat alot
but every single day i see skinny Asian girls
and it's a constant reminder that i will never be petite
and it kills me. i want to be skinny
i want to my kind to want me and not refer to me as
thick or big boned. fuck that
fuck everything

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