Lionizing, eat less, smoke more
Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 11/28/09 11:00 PM
Is it weird that i am severly obsessed with Daul Kim.
I so badly want to know what was going on in her head
its on the borderline of desperation.
i googled her about 20 times in the past 3 days
looking for signs, looking for anything
i want to be in her head
its ridiculous
the scenery that I've seen so many times, now look totally unfamiliar
things that ususally bring me happiness no longer produce the feeling that i want, no need
i feel so empty, i feel almost sad.
i smile, isn't that suppose to bring happiness?
if so, why am i so indifferent
I want to draw so badly but i have no patience for anything anymore
it's all about instant gratification
after i get my half assed satisfaction, now what
i'm still left with a giant void
i can't even freely write because i know that you're watching. and you'll just assume that i'm not okay.
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