Pukeing
Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 12/7/09 6:30 PM
It's cold and raining. I despise the rain.
After school i entered my home and began to strip down until my bra.
i ran upstairs in hopes of finding some warm clothe. it was quite liberating.
After finding shelter in my warm DRY clothing, i got my laptop and sat right infront of my heater
and did useless things, after that i cuddled up in my blanket and slept. bliss.
I had, for the first time in a long ass time, a wonderful dream. It was just right.
I then woke up in a happy state, but then i realized that the dream was not real
that realization was so dreadful that my heart felt like it literally broke.
dreadful dreadful dreadful. then i proceeded to eat dinner, with a feeling of wanting to puke,
dreading my birthday of course, I need to remember to not expect anything but each year
i stupidly hope for the best, so this year. i will stand by my word and not expect anything.
but, i why do i still feel like pukeing?
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