Spanish HOmework
Posted by ScarletLovesRufio , 12/29/09 12:42 AM
Sex. it's everywhere.
at least in my head.
lately I've been contemplating whether or not I am mentally prepared for sex.
My body, has announced that I am indeed ready for sex.
Periods, hormones, and so much more indicate that I am a women, therefore am ultimately put on this earth to reproduce. and in order to reproduce I must sex men for there sperm.
BUT I don't think that I am mentally equipped for fornicating.
Growing up in a religious home, i was told that sex is something you save till marriage.
It's sacred, the best gift you can give to anyone. But this corrupt corrupt world tells me that sex is awesome. Skin on skin contact, heavy breathing, touching, licking, sucking, all apart of the great mission to have an orgasm. What's better than instant gratification with the best physical happiness that a human being can experience?!
What's stopping me?
the regret that the person i let inside of me me (both physically and mentally) will not live up to my twisted expectations. A friend once told me that she lost her virginity in her car with a black guy she only just met. I was at shocked at first, but then she explained her point of view, "Nothing is going to live up to our expectations for our first time so i figured i'd just get it over with" - smart enough, but i don't think i can get myself to do that. FUCK YOU RELIGION AND CONSCIENCE.
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